My first love relationship
- Coronavirus came, we had to go home from school. While walking towards home I met this guy who introduced himself as Karanja
He told me that he likes me but I couldn't just say back I like him to due to his looks. We exchange contact and from there we started chatting and even dating,. After a month I finally admitted I had feelings for him . We dated to an extent that I couldn't resist him. I even felt like I didn't want to go back to school since I had to repeat my form 4. So the guy once told me that why don't we settle. I disagreed bt While at home I felt like I should accept. Bt I finally made a descion I won't allow a man to ruin my life and I had to study. Not forgetting he was my first love since I started to date during coronavirus moment. The guy once invited me to his house, nothing happened we jst watched the movie. He called my the second time, he wanted us to have sex but remembering this is my first time and I'm a virgin I refused. But the guy didn't get agree he just said it's okay I understand. We later had to go back to school we as form 4's .I felt bad leaving him but I had to. When I was at school I found it had to forget him since I was in love. It was now time to home from school we met and enjoyed moment together. But one of my cousin was familiar with him nd he knew he was my boyfriend. So my cousin came and told me that the guy has a child. Since I never knew sort of that I went and asked him and he didn't deny. But he told me that they broke up with the mother of the child but his work is just taking care with the child nothing more nothing less. Due to my love for him I was blinded and I gave in to his words and I believe him. We later went back to school to complete and do our KCSE exam. When we completed I now knew it was now him and me. But as time went by since I was familiar with his friend. He came to me and finally admitted to me how he feels about he. It seems that the guy had a crush on me. He also told me that my boyfriend had a wife and the have a child who was born a week ago. I couldn't believe so I went and did my investigation and I found that it was true. 😭😭😭😭😭😭It hurts but I am not a person who destroys other people's marriage and also the guy had lied to me his age he was so old and I could tell since his body was like for jst a young person. So I jst texted the guy it's over without telling him the reason why, and told him that whatever is done in the darkness will always come to light. And I ended my conversation wid him from there. I later on came to Tell him the reason why I came to break up with him and he didn't deny. All he said is that he was sorry and he didn't know how he was going to tell me since he had fallen in love wid me. But I was hurt knowing that he was my first love and it had to be that painful at the end. And I even decided I won't date again bt I dated again a jerk and broke up with him and now I am single. And happy since hakuna kitu inanisumbua bt at times I do feel lonely bt I prefer feeling lonely than being hurt. But I will finally open my heart to the guy who will deserve my heart. Finally my first love we are now friends and it's like we were never in a relationship. We just vibe like other people. But humbled and lucky for still being the same lady ( "virgin" )🤗🤗🙏🙏🙏
He told me that he likes me but I couldn't just say back I like him to due to his looks. We exchange contact and from there we started chatting and even dating,. After a month I finally admitted I had feelings for him . We dated to an extent that I couldn't resist him. I even felt like I didn't want to go back to school since I had to repeat my form 4. So the guy once told me that why don't we settle. I disagreed bt While at home I felt like I should accept. Bt I finally made a descion I won't allow a man to ruin my life and I had to study. Not forgetting he was my first love since I started to date during coronavirus moment. The guy once invited me to his house, nothing happened we jst watched the movie. He called my the second time, he wanted us to have sex but remembering this is my first time and I'm a virgin I refused. But the guy didn't get agree he just said it's okay I understand. We later had to go back to school we as form 4's .I felt bad leaving him but I had to. When I was at school I found it had to forget him since I was in love. It was now time to home from school we met and enjoyed moment together. But one of my cousin was familiar with him nd he knew he was my boyfriend. So my cousin came and told me that the guy has a child. Since I never knew sort of that I went and asked him and he didn't deny. But he told me that they broke up with the mother of the child but his work is just taking care with the child nothing more nothing less. Due to my love for him I was blinded and I gave in to his words and I believe him. We later went back to school to complete and do our KCSE exam. When we completed I now knew it was now him and me. But as time went by since I was familiar with his friend. He came to me and finally admitted to me how he feels about he. It seems that the guy had a crush on me. He also told me that my boyfriend had a wife and the have a child who was born a week ago. I couldn't believe so I went and did my investigation and I found that it was true. 😭😭😭😭😭😭It hurts but I am not a person who destroys other people's marriage and also the guy had lied to me his age he was so old and I could tell since his body was like for jst a young person. So I jst texted the guy it's over without telling him the reason why, and told him that whatever is done in the darkness will always come to light. And I ended my conversation wid him from there. I later on came to Tell him the reason why I came to break up with him and he didn't deny. All he said is that he was sorry and he didn't know how he was going to tell me since he had fallen in love wid me. But I was hurt knowing that he was my first love and it had to be that painful at the end. And I even decided I won't date again bt I dated again a jerk and broke up with him and now I am single. And happy since hakuna kitu inanisumbua bt at times I do feel lonely bt I prefer feeling lonely than being hurt. But I will finally open my heart to the guy who will deserve my heart. Finally my first love we are now friends and it's like we were never in a relationship. We just vibe like other people. But humbled and lucky for still being the same lady ( "virgin" )🤗🤗🙏🙏🙏
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